I hate the way some things are.
And I hate the way some people think
I hate the way I can feel at times
I hate that it's self motivated
I hate that it's motiveated by others.
It's a load of shit.

I feel accomplished and happy right now. I haven't felt very "accomplished" in a while but I'm feeling it right now and I enjoy the feeling so much. It really does put me in a good mood ( Read more... )

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Ahh I love when I mix my priorities all up ( Read more... )

So there seems to be strange desires in all of us and day after day it seems a lot of them become more and more vague to me. The less and less I understand them and their overall concept and them more i see them arise out of everyday life. Its odd though because the less and less i come to understand the more I seem to have moments of clarity ( Read more... )

Perhaps it's not right of me ( Read more... )

Never in a million years.
And don't ask me why it matters.
But I just can't help it.
Why can't that be seen?
Does it even matter?
I wonder.
It would be really nice.
But no. . .

With every passing day the stress increases as the outcome is yet to be known ( Read more... )

Stupid stupid stupid things bother me ( Read more... )

It's never really new but I can never seem to avoid it. I'll have the same argument with myself over and over and yet the conclusions fall short of where I know they should logically fall and where my heart forces them to fly. I'm concerned. I'm upset. I'm unimpressed. It's the same shit over and over again and I just don't know how to deal with it ( Read more... )