gah. people knocking on my door when im sleeping drive me crazy, even if it was time to get up. :P ( Read more... )

i feel beautiful right now. just that sorta feeling that comes from time to time, and you wish there was someone there to see you. the way you feel you glow right now. very odd ( Read more... )

looking through pictures on my computer. there are pictures of Ryan I don't remember being there. some pictures that make me want to cry. just pictures that jump out at me ( Read more... )

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rawr. just rawr. i am blessed with another kitten, not that is completely a bad thing. but its not something i need. even though i adore kittens, i think they are the most precious thing in the world. really. but still ( Read more... )

listening to dashboard confessionals
that should say enought right there. right?

bah. i cleaned my room. now. tackle them rat cages. but Jesse and Rascal are cuddled up sleeping, and why would i disturb such cuties? hrm.. to let them free run. yes thats why.

You are a warm and caring person, dear Aries. What is extraordinary about you is that you seem to care just as much for people you don't know as those you do. You can't tolerate the injustices of this world. And yes, there certainly are many. Today give some thought to what you could possibly do to make a difference in someone's life ( Read more... )

Psycho = 13.2 oz
Jesse = 1lb 3 oz
Rascal = 13.8 oz
Kody = 13.6 oz
black = 5.2 oz
blue = 5.8 oz
ligtning = 5.6 oz
Blade = 3.9 oz
Benton = 3.4 oz --- my 2 fatest boys.

:) fun.

my stomach keeps dropping. certainly in a way that somethings not right. somethings wrong. i think i may be physically ill - it just keeps doing that at random times, for no real reasons, and my heart keeps racing ( Read more... )

i want someone to reassure me. that im worthy ( Read more... )