today was boring i guess ( Read more... )

could you love me for who i am? is that possible?

do you love me for who i really am? or who i am trying to be ( Read more... )

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&this journal takes its move into friends only (thus if you didn't see my message from this morning you either aren't logged in or not there) this is also your chance to remove or add me to your friends list. i won't take offence if one wants to remove me - please do. i don't want anyone sticking around for the hell of it. (not that i wanna lose ( Read more... )

the kitten just tried to jump up on to my dresser and missed. (well because the brid cage is there, and there's not really enough room for him) i tried so hard not to laugh. then he hissed at natalie, who is half asleep about 4 feet away. then i couldn't help it. the way he looked at her, like she did it to him or something ( Read more... )

looking at my reflection in my gerbil tanks on the opposite wall, makes me look extremely fat and disgusting. always ( Read more... )

penut butter chocolate cookies = tummy ache.

of course. i know its because all i've eaten today was the cookies, a cookie from starbucks earlier and a can of vienna sausages - i bet if i ate something healthier, i'd feel better.

i suck.

what a little shit.

in the last five minutes i've cut myself on a drill bit. and the gerbil tank. both times i've bled. both on my left arm. i've got to stop beating myself up - even if its not on purpose. cuz it hurts.

&i reserve the right to call anyone younger than me kiddo - sorry dear. :) bad habit. i hope it didn't really offend her.

my stomach keeps turning knots ( Read more... )