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*grumble*
I hate my life. Ok, I shouldn't say that. Because in reality my life is pretty good, but I'm a selfish American and the world revolves around me. 1. Teacher seem to enjoy throwing assignments on me this weekend, which is annoying. I don't really want to have to lug school stuff up to PA. I'll try to get stuff done tonight but, well, I've got lines ( Read more... ) -
Let's put the emotional control to the test..
RIght. Talk about a god awful shitty ass day. I didn't go to bed until 1 last night, which was stupid, seeing as I haven't gone to bed before 1 since, I really don't remember. So I guess I totally zoned out this morning because I remember setting my alarm but when I woke up at noon it wasn't set. I don't know if I woke up with it and turned it off ( Read more... ) -
"I'm Acting!"
Ugg. Acting. What's with that? So recently we all had to do the same monologue and perform it for everyone, which was kind of cool to see how everyone did it, and I'll admit that I did do a pretty bangin' job. But this is what bothers me. Every time to do a monologue I get the same damn feedback from everybody and you know? Because I ALWAYS play it ( Read more... ) -
Dear God Save Me.
OK, so we had a discussion about Adam Lambert today and since the damn convo the one song I know of his has been stuck in my head. And I know like 2 bars. It's pissing me off. I feel like I should find a freeby of it and just listen to it since I've heard it like twice. Hot song though, not gonna lie. Even if it's artist is an annoying woman. Sorry ( Read more... ) -
The wisdom of broadway..
I look back on this date last year and realize with some amusement that there was a giant argument and no one talked to each other all day. All over decade outfits, how trivial that seems. Maybe St. Patrick's Day will turn things around like it did last year. Plus it's the Ides of March nothing good ever happens on the Ides of March. Dictators die ( Read more... ) -
Here's the "God I hate my life" rant that has been absent for quite sometime.
I want to go home. I really really REALLY want to go home. I’m ready. It’s just time. I’m really so very frustrated right now and I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing, being here and in this program. I know I’m a good actor but I feel like I haven’t progressed at all here. I’m still where I was when I was accepted. I have no individual ( Read more... ) -
My bubble is being invaded.
Alright I’m getting angry. I NEED some breathing room here. I feel really bad for certain friends and their situations and I’m trying to be kind and courteous toward them but I can’t deal with this attachment thing. I like my space. You are not a very close intamate friend and I DO NOT want to spend every moment of my day with you. I enjoy Beth ( Read more... ) -
I don't like staples...
Wow I haven’t done this in forever. I feel really swamped right now, like I have a load of work to do. I’ve got a math test to study for and write up a study guide for, I’ve got shop hours to make up. I have a really shitty scene to memorize. I hate it, I let my stupid partner pick which was dumb because she picked a scene from some lame ass like ( Read more... )