HEY! yea, im sooooo drunk, that i can bearly type this entry, but... i didn't wake up entill around 4-0-clock and i called c.j. cause he called me when i was sleeping, and he came over and we got a 12-pack of budweiser and i had like more than half a bottle of vodka left over that we drunk. my friend is passed out on my bed, and i'll be up all ( Read more... )

yea, i cant wait for nathan to wake his ass up. its 2:41 and hes sleeping. the show tonight starts at 6 not much to say, but ( Read more... )

WOW, the past 3 days i have been staying over at my drummers house(nathan), and it has been helping me to keep jaki and alot of other bullshit goin' on off my mind. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to keep jaki off my mind...shes always on my mind, its just i'm really sad right now, and the last thing i need is depression. Ever since my mom sent ( Read more... )

wow, latly i have been really sad deep down inside, casue alot of shit is going on.i've been hanging out with my brother alot, and i've been playin guitar alot to get all this shit off my mind so i wont be soo fuckin' depressed.i may sound like an emo-kid, but i don't give a fuck. I'm ready to have band pratice again, so if my band reads this... ( Read more... )

Yesterday, i went swimming in this lake with a couple friends, and we call it ( Read more... )

wow, yesterday sucked... i woke up at 8:30 and went to work, didnt get off till' 10:00. I'm pretty tired! I plan on going to Chris' house today for band pratice, but i have to be at work at 4 today...which sucks! I just hope we mkae a good bit of progress with our music, cause I wanna play shows, and record the cd sooo bad! i cant wait. We havent ( Read more... )

Today was ok... considering that i went back to sleep this morning after i got a shower and my ride to skool came by and stopped at my house at 7:30, but i wasent awake to anwser the fuckin door so he left, and I didnt wake up entill 11:30somethin'so I skipped skool, stayed home, got high, played guitar and watched aquateen hunger force allllll day ( Read more... )

WoW! Today was preety fuckin' kool. Well, everything but having to sit through skool all damn day. I have quite "If I die before I wake", and formed a new band. Its called "Fear Before Death". We are a screamo/hardcore band. We actually took 4 of the old songs from IIDBIW and changed them up some, some we already have 4 songs down. The line-up for ( Read more... )

I am 79% Metal Head.

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wow, today i was give my friend josh powers $10 just to drive me to centerpoint at my jakis house right after school so that i could suprise her but NNOOO, he wasent even at school today.i really miss jaki sooo much, cause i haven't seen her in a week.my weekend sucked, i didnt do shit but hang out with my brother, got high and played guitar. If I ( Read more... )