wow...well..yeah..i guest that life is so..so..god..i hate this..i feel like crying..i feel like crawling in the cornor..and just crying...ive lost everything..ive been so "happy" these pasy few days..Bull Shit. Ive been so depressed..and everytime i would go to talk to you..i would always get off...b/c i just couldnt talk to you..but yeah...i ( Read more... )

eh dont know whats going on..im just going to let him decide...its out of my hands now..hehe <3

im so confused..why do they have to fight..and why cant life be so much easier...the only good things in my life is the person i like...a lot..and my friends...well those who r there for me...i swear tho..this house is bullshit..and so is everyone in it...i just wish..that someone could come and get me and never bring me back...

ok well..i know that i love him..and i will do everything i can to get him to see that i have changed and that i want him back...

i dont know how or why but i do..hes in the same room as me and i want to kiss him..i cant help but want to cry..i dont understand...god...this fuckin sucks...i want him back..i really do..but idk..i think he likes Katie...i see how he looks at her..and i see how he has to touch her...i want to leave and never come back...i want him...god...i need ( Read more... )

we had a fun convo..shes pretty cool but cory doesnt like her..and i can understand that..b/c she doesnt like him either..its hard bein both of there friends...but oh well...i dont see her..i just talk to her..lol.but hey..oh well..lol..im goin to try to get her to come over sometime...she seems pretty cool to hang out with...lol it would be kick ( Read more... )

I HATE EVERYONE WHO HAS EVER HURT ME...jess and brent..i dont know you...AT ALL!!!!

a lot of shit has happened since last time i updated...im not with cory or cory anymore...and cory d. can drive now..lol...and umm yeah thats just about it ( Read more... )

well tomorrow i go in to the doctors...YAY..? umm no...but if it will help us find out whats wrong with me then i guess i should be happy to go ( Read more... )

i make the worse mistakes ever..i want him back so badly. we were kissin today and on the phone he said we cant be doin that anymore since we're not together..but im sorry. i mean i love him and i want him to tell me he loves me..or to tell me he doesnt care about me.i want to have things back to where there were...i want to call him on the phone ( Read more... )