Not myself

[lotsofluck]

Sorry to say but reading Lei's retort to abby's post, I sort of understand what she feels about not being herself around certain people. I feel like that with everyone. I feel like I'm trying to make everyone happy and not be me, because I like being around them and they don't like me as me, so I rebel against it, and act pshyco or dark and

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[poeticremedy]

i guess it really just hurt my feelings that she felt taht way, that she groups the people who she hung out with EVERY day meanly. it was really mean that instead of talking about it she jsut wrote it down. im the one who gave her the damn code for the live journal. i've given her so much, and she has no respect. she goes on basically hating me. i dont see how she could throw our friendship away that quickly no questions asked... prom's going to be wierd!

abigail

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[lotsofluck]

Yeah I understand how that goes sort of, I felt that way for awhile about one person I used to know really well, whom was my best friend. We didn't talk for about almost a year, or a year. But she apologized, and were alright now, but i don't paticularly want to know her. Oh, found my stamps, got to see Vanu ( Conch man) with a shirt on. He's still pretty cute. I feel for you about the whole prom thing, just don't let her nastiness, get to you, it'll come back to her, Karma and all that.