hi there, I'm doing okay. tired but isn't that normal by now. Thanksgiving was nice, it was great to have everyone here. And it really seemed to cheer mom up so I'm thankful for that too. Christian fried the turkey and everyone was quite impressed. I don't think Christian quite expected there to be so much food, even though I told him there would ( Read more... )

so... i got married. im 7 months pregnant, and im back in the mainland, north carolina to be exact. kinda just hanging out. nothing much else, again just hanging out. taking care of myself for the first time in a long time, and it's cool. sure i miss the old days, the trouble i got into, the partying and the general chaos... but i guess it's just ( Read more... )

life is sucking lately. but im okay... i almost dont post because i have nothing of any importance to say. and nothing clever has been popping in and out of my mind... i dont let my thoughs out and they dont let me in. HA. uh. yea. im gonna start school soon... i hope. and i got in a car accident about a month ago, which i have survived from and it ( Read more... )

2 friends died this week :( one from sickness, old age, and self pity. he is in a better place right now, and that makes me happy, because he's with his mother and father and sibling(s) in heaven. no jealousy rests here for the deceased. my other friend who just died committed suicide...he jumped from a building on nuuanu avenue. i dont know the ( Read more... )

im exhausted. im depressed, im anxious and im angry. at who? life. the past week has been weary, life is long and exhausting. sometimes, i just dont know why bother. but sometimes, it's not so bad. i dont know how often those times happen to pass, yet they do every once in a while. what is life anyways? what is this all about. life is death ( Read more... )

i just picked up an internet connection, so go abby. and welcome back for all those who chose to remember me for all these long and lonely months. im a busy girl and ive had a busy and hectic life lately. im not sure if ill ever update... or just start from the beginning and act like nothing has ever changed and i am just back from... a coma or ( Read more... )

uh. yea just popping over to say what's up. im doing pretty good, and i hope that will keep up. im feeling good and it's great. woop. ha. nevermind. but yea, if you are in north carolina right now, you should come visit me here in hawaii... we'll cruize and do alot of fun things like recreational substances... mwahaha. it'tel be worlds of fun. ( Read more... )

its insane. i dont know much to say at the moment, life is passing a little too slowly and at the same time not slow enough. im trying to take care of myself and get life in order, but pretty much i've got a handle on it all the best i possibly can given the currnet circumstances. uh... i dont know what more to say... like i knew in the first place ( Read more... )

im doing okay... i dont have internet right now, so im not on often. drawing alot rather than writing... it's great. other than that... not much is happening. yea. i hate making pancakes... and everyone made fun of me cuz the only one i made closely resembled a chicken tender. you suck jamal. and now stacy the great is in the kitchen accompanying a ( Read more... )

( pictures from today )