mwaha im getting brown. i heart the beach ( Read more... )

i think the sun is gonna come out pretty soon, i hope so... looking forward to spending the day relaxing on the beach. im also getting sick... or so i think. poetry show tonight... im stoked. im gonna participate next month. i didnt hardly sleep last night, and maybe that's why im feeling shitty. never know. i'll sleep good tonight, maybe. other ( Read more... )

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so i have all of you people on my friends list. yet nobody comments... or reads my journal. i'll bet. so... deleted some people. im going to delete more soon. im tired. of it. it makes me feel sad. if i deleted you, and you want to still be my friend... then just tell me. thinking about going friends only... cuz i just dont care. delete people and ( Read more... )

orientation went well. i start training tomorrow 11 am. then i work saturday at 11am and i work monday at 5pm. everyone still seems really nice. i have things to study. like the menu and whatnot ( Read more... )

howdy kids. i got my job. i have orientation on thursday at 3pm. horrah for me right. my deploma came in the mail yesturday.

things seem to be going okay/not so okay. im dealing. im not permanantly happy, or sad. im okay. things are fine. life... goes on. and so do i.

i dont really have much to say. nothing much is happening.

Who made up all the rules ( Read more... )

being here. has helped me reach an all new low. im tired. so tired. no it's not your fault. its mine. im so confused. i still dont understand what you want from me. how i can just accept her. this lifestyle. i dont know how i can live knowing this. my brain tells me get over you, move on. be with other people. let someone else in. my brain tells me ( Read more... )

you just broke my heart into a thousand little pieces on. im not picking them up anymore. i just cant do it anymore. my whole body aches and im shaking. why does life have to be so complicated. why do i have to put myself through this.