Yeah, Yeah this is another one of those half complaint/ half something else journal entries. I am not a guy magnet, kind of sucks but, I've gotten used to it. I think they all see me as a friend......or something. I don't know what I have to do to get them to like me and not be shy about it, but I'm starting to wonder what the heck I'm doing wrong ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to go to St. John Vienny's fair tonight, for awhile with my maman. But I don't know, we might not go, but were supposed to. Rpg's fun and fine. I swear to god I have a sort of thing going for an anime cartoon character, I soo wish there were a guy that acted and looked like that but in a human way in real life, it'd be cool. Anyways ( Read more... )

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Sorry to say but reading Lei's retort to abby's post, I sort of understand what she feels about not being herself around certain people. I feel like that with everyone. I feel like I'm trying to make everyone happy and not be me, because I like being around them and they don't like me as me, so I rebel against it, and act pshyco or dark and ( Read more... )

Whatever I think about my friends I would never tell them, well at least the mean stuff because I'm can be pretty sharp tongued when I feel cornered, hurt or like I'm being picked on, and it would really hurt them. Sometimes I'm even ashamed of what I say about them, or what I think about them. Sometimes, I'm disgusted with how their emotional over ( Read more... )

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My friend Rebecca, has a new hot boyfriend, up there in Florida. It's cool for her, but I might just consider hijacking a plane to Jacksonville, Florida, so I can join in the fun with her. The guys over here kind of suck, they're not for me, and a lot of them are jerks, or at least the guys at my school. I know what you're thinking, maybe you just ( Read more... )

I love this song, but I really shoudln't listen to it. It makes me sad, because what's going on in the song, what John Mayer is singing about is what I want and plan on doing or having someday. But you know what the funny thing is, ( I'm afraid of this.) I have this terrible feeling that I'm going to end up never having that. I hope that doesn't ( Read more... )

My friends and I are playing this rpg thing, and talk about cat fights our "characters" are fighting in the story and Phew!! It's vicious. I swear to god eeek.

Lynx pulled on her soft black leather gloves, and her father's brown leather jacket, before pulling the other strap of her little black bag onto her shoulder, taking one last look in the mirror to make sure everything was in place, before walking out of her bedroom, closing the door and running down the hallway. As she ran down the gray carpeted ( Read more... )