im 24 and i feel like instead of going upward im goin downhill. i wish i could go back to senior year of high school and start all over. i had a savings account, i had fun (although i should of dumped mark's ass long ago and had more fun) and i had so much potential. plus i knew what happiness felt like. i wasnt depressed and i was actually ( Read more... )

so i sit here and wait for the cable guy. charter called me randoml and offered me an upgrade on my cable and internet for less than im paying for basic cable. so i said fuck ya! i miss my movie channels. i know im probably will be moving eventually but atleast i'll have faster internet and better channels in the mean time ( Read more... )

what the fuck! i think my tattoo has scabbed over! ive never had this problem before. fuckin A. looks like 2007 is gonna suck like all the other years. ugh

why is life never easy? its never fucking easy!!!! nothin can ever go right ever

why does my phone die on a day that everyone calls me?!?! my phone died on friday night as im driving to salem, nh. i didnt have my phone charger with me cause i didnt even realize how low my battery was. so to everyone that called me today and got send right to my voicemail i apologize for not returning ur phone call. i will do that tomorrow when ( Read more... )

Have you realized that we get snow twice a year? at the beginning and at the end. no wonder life sucks! haha ( Read more... )

Im fucking bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cleaned some animal cages. finished the dishes. swept the floors. picked up shit. put away laundry. did some last min xmas shopping. "wrapped" presents. watched most of LOTR-the return of the king. now im so fuckin bored i could knit a goddamn sweater. ugh ive been u since 8am too. thank you Isaac

its been 4 months since i had to put Scruffy to sleep and im still mourning. i can listen to Snow Patrol w/out almost bawling my eyes out. it was the cd that i was listening to as i drove home with an empty carrier next to me. i was so attached to her. we had a very close bond. she was my baby girl ( Read more... )

i hate it when i have so much to write but when i come on this i dont feel like thinking. I fell in love with this apartment and Garrett didnt. im sick of looking for apartments. ive been feeling nauseous on and off for a week now. im always tired. im sick of everything being so hard! why cant things for once be fuckin easy?! i stopped taking my " ( Read more... )

so i worked 11-7 today. i was so fucking cold and wet by the end of the night. but i came home to an awesome meal! Garrett had squash, stuffing, bisquits, broccoli with cheese, and tofu, mushrooms, and peppers kabob (im a vegetarian if u didnt know) all ready when I got home. it was sooooo good! we didnt even finish it all cause there was so much. ( Read more... )