Desperate for changing ( Read more... )

i made myself some noodles and tomato sauce (i've gotten so good at it since thats all kt and i eat besides chipotle haha) and its getting cold. the tv has been runnign stupid cable movies all day and im just enjoying having some other sound rather than my heartbeat and my dogs rolling around on the floor for awhile. i feel so cold even tho i amd ( Read more... )

home...time passes so slowly...and i still can't eat ( Read more... )

je pense, je vais mourir...je suis tres malade. je veux brandon returner maintenant. je voufrias lui parler aujourd'hui. ah well..c'est grave. je ne pars pas...parce que je ne peux pas dormir, aussi. il faut plus humide dans ma chambre et ma tete et plus mal que the rest de ma figure. ack. i je pense j'ai une fevre. hahaha ma class de francais va ( Read more... )

im sick. my cough kept me up until 5:30 in the morning today, and, when i finally fell asleep, it woke me up again at 9am. damn defective cough syrup. apparently the doctor says that i have a sinus infection and bronchitis (i have no idea how to spell that...) at the same time. what does he know, anyway, geez. three hours ago i could swear that i'd ( Read more... )

this weekend has been going famously. on friday, katie and i went to the depot and watched this awesome band that we thought would have been the result is audioslave, metallica, and acdc got together and had a kid. they were pretty damn amazing. there had TWO Gibson Les Paul guitars...theyre soooo beautiful...and $2,000...yea. one of the guys ( Read more... )

a cd made me cry tonight. it's unbelievable how sweet people can be sometimes. the worst week of a weeks is finally turning up...thank you.

i got up at f-ing 1pm today...so much for resetting my clock in my room. i probably wouldnt have even gotten up then if Katie hadnt have called me to see if we werer going to do something. it serves me right, though. i spent about 1/2 the night sitting around listenning to music that Brandon sent me and trying to DL some Vanilla Villain stuff... ( Read more... )

im sooo tired...tonight was the perfect ending to a really really shitty day...i got to escape hell and go chill with Katie for a few hours...found out my friend Joe almost fucking started a forrest fire...watched some funny movies...and came back to talk to one of the sweetest people ever (beyond katie, of course lol). i officially am held to a ( Read more... )

last night was a trip...the bonfire was huge...there were sooo many people there, and some of us decided to pitch some tents (i stayed there all night). at around midnight we started up w/the huge bottle of vodka and stuff that Brandon had brought w/him (like some Arbor Mist hahaha) and such...i got soooooo wasted off of a screw driver that i made ( Read more... )