You've got the Perfect disguise and you're lookin' o.k ( Read more... )

today was awful...kind of one of those "chain of events that lead to disaster" days where nothing was going the way i wanted to AT ALL. i woke up this morning after 45 minutes of sleep (long ass night...refer to last post type thing if you want the general jist of it all) when i got up i realized that the only thing i had any grasp on were my motor ( Read more... )

i am such a confused/ing bitch...my apologies

i was in such an amazing mood today...one of those smile at everyone all the time and nothing can bring you down type of days...i loved it b/c that hasnt happend to me in a really long time, and when i feel like that, its easier to make other people smile too. just by waving at people or holding the door open for someone or cathcing up w/someone i ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear ( Read more... )

*my computer works today...its like a day to day thing...who knows what could happen tomorrow??? its a MYSTERY ( Read more... )

my computer is down so iits been a few days since i've been able to write. it seems like there has been a lot of annimosiity going aeround between people lately and i am really sorry to hear about lal of it. iam also sorry for anything that i said in the heat of the moment...i truely regret it now and i really wish those involved can forgive me. i ( Read more... )

ok, guys...im not going to prom...i dont really have any reason to...but if anyone else wants to hit up the Tiger Army concert and Olive Garden give Irena or myself a shout out ok?

and pleeease use my YellowLotus33 screen-name...i'm slowly making the other one dissappear.

much love to everyone- madz

this morning was awful...i woke up and my cough and sore chest were back w/vengeance. people basically said "maddie, dont die" more ofetn than they said "hey." thanks so much to the nurse's office and thier cough drops...i made it through the rest of the day w/o keeling over. i ended up skipping choir 2nd block..well, actually i was excused but ( Read more... )

i spent the day at home wishing for death or really really strong painkillers for my chest...and after awhile my dad took my over to bestr buy to get a new phone for my room and then to target...the man could never go shopping by himself...he knows nothing haha. i had to rush home...grab an apple and fly...not literally fly...to school to get to my ( Read more... )