ugh
done

I GET TO SEE MY TWOS TOMORROW

im nervous

we're a tangle
a mess
of limbs and secrets
piles

"this is my job"
(10 second pause)

"no."

sooo we totally had the talented drama oscars at my house last night
there was tons of food and chicken
and the attire was obnoxious formalwear

HERES THE PICTURES


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she's outside herself
and inside herself
and outside herself
and by herself
and feeling herself
and hurting herself
and living herself
and inside herself
and inside her head
and outside herself
and hes outside herself
and hes inside herself
and hes outside herself
and inside herself
and out
and in
and out
and in
and out
and in 
and out
and in
and out
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wow
i have never felt like this before

what?
i'm exhausted

I'm a sporadic sleeper! yipeee!

and i can't admit to myself that i consistently constantly connivingly always think and wonder and hope and chatter my teeth in a way that might reach the heart of some person who doesn't spend a moments thought on honesty. and i am so desperate for a chance to hurt, to cause pain and it sickens me but somehow ( Read more... )