I guess everyone thinks I'm gonna come on here and cry and say how much I don't want him to leave. That's bullshit. I'm done. I'm done with all of this. Yeah, I still love him but he doesn't love me back he told me he didn't love me, but I know he's lieing. He has to be, the look on his face when he said Haiden.. so why waste my time? I'm 16! There ( Read more... )

I've put my trust in you.
Pushed as far as I could go.
For all this, there's only one thing you know.

I tried so hard.
And got so far.

But in the end, it doesn't even matter.

God I hate you so much..I hate you so fucking much. Why do I fucking still love you?

I die without. I give up.

I never update anymore, I just don't have the time and I really don't have a lot to say.

Dan and I have been getting close, I guess he's cool. OTher than him trying to kill me..with a shot gun, he's a fucked up kid, I swear.Haiden's good, I found a Day Care that I like a lot. I wish it was summer, so I could spend all day with her. But we both ( Read more... )

Happy Fat Tuesday, ya'll. I'm Catholic right? So I have to do something for Lent this year. I think I'm gonna give up cookies. That's all I do at work, eat free cookies. And chips. I haven't had a veggie in like a month. And I gotta give up letting hot guys come over and try to mess around with me. Bad Darcy..bad!Haiden is growing like a weed. My ( Read more... )

So what happned to Darcy? Ha ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, I haven't been sleeping well.

Emma has a cute baby.

I'm gonna go lay down.

I'm so scared, Craig is making my life hell. He is blackmailing me, coming over and trying to rape me or sleep with me or something and he's ruining everything. I went over to make him stop but it didn't work. And it doesn't help that when I sleep I have ( Read more... )

let just say i hate all men. all of them. they can go to hell. (alright minus jess for awhile.)

I am sick of this shit happening to me. what did I do? I didn't want this to happen. This is the second time he's tried to do this...just leave me alone! Or I will tell him and he will kill you. He has before

my head still hurts :(

I bought a shirt the other day that says "MILF." I haven't told Jess about it. Lol. Milf ( Read more... )

ice cream is really really good.

now that haiden's back, i've cut waaay back on hours. i told them that it'll be a change when certain things get.."fixed"

she's all big and still cute. I hold her and I listen to her breathe and I think..why the hell was I thinking? momentary insanity.

gotta go, i'm at work right now.

<3

Someone need to learn how to be a better person.

I'm doing my best..why can't you?

Things are going really good now. Let's hope they stay that way.