hey world, god I never update.

school good. work good. Jess- my hero. Haiden- my life. Emma- my best friend. Sean- a nice guy.

Anything else? Nothing I can think of. We've been really busy.

I love this life right now, it's good. It's very good.

So in love. where is my mothers day gift??

Research papers...suck. For English, I have to do one and uh.. I hate it. I'm still like in the top 10% of my class though. I want to prove to the school that I'm not a stupid tramp. Anyways ( Read more... )

I made a cake. I found a cake mix. It's good. I love baking.

Anyways, yeah. You might have heard I was in the hospital..yeah. Well, I tried to kill myself. And guess who found me? I was so stupid. But I was in so much pain and honestly I'm not over it.I woke up and he was there, he was in the hospital waiting for me. I think that we're meant to ( Read more... )

i don't know what's going on with me. i can't sleep, i can't eat. all I seem to do is cry and work and go to school. I don't even know when I've...talked to anyone like a normal human being ( Read more... )

so i'm here...in a hospital. they had to pump my stomach...

i'm screwed. they're gonna take my baby away :(

jess- call the hospital, we need to talk

Haiden is better :) We went to church today. I know right, I haven't been in forever. Jess skipped..loser. Love that boy. So we went and it was fun, everyone met Haiden and told me how much they missed my Mom. Then we went baby shopping for her. She's getting bigger everyday, it's crazy. I bought her some Elmo cheerleader clothes, they are the ( Read more... )

Haiden was in the hospital yesterday. I Jess and I were at home, and she was really warm. I took her temp and it was around 100, so we took her to the hospital, and she threw up...they entered her and did tests and they said something about her being dehydrated. Which I was like..what? Because I feed her, I give her milk and water and I do ( Read more... )

i bought a house. it's small and it smells and i don't like it very much, it's growing on my though. it's across from emma's house. it's good, for now ( Read more... )

Darcy doesn't give a fuck anymore. If I see her again, I'll bust open her nose.

Emma that is. Bitch.

I'm living at Paiges for right now, until I can buy that house.

I don't care anymore, hi.

I'm falling apart. Can't you tell? Hahah.

I miss my Mom. She would have told me what to do now.

I got kicked out of Emma..I can't go to my Dad's...so here I am. At work, with Haiden.

Please..tell me what to do. I am so lost.