today, i totalled my car.

[louis_lorene]

goodbye, 2009
all the uneccesary hurt, self-loathing, memories of false friends, false happiness and generally a year of delusion.
goodbye to all the bowls smoked and joints rolled, a month and still strong, though still a resolution to stay clean...
the lines straight to the brain, the fumes i'd naturally vomit from, the pills and the booze, that

Comments

[_talloolah]

once again i love how you write!

i completely agree with you about drug use and its users. there are people who it's just a phase for, i.e. me, and people that make it a lifestyle.

as for your mental health, congrats on working out your issues. the way i see anything can be fixed or at the very least managed. kudos to you! i love therapy so much!!!!!

anyway happy new year!

[louis_lorene]

thanks thanks thanks connie!!! it means so much to have a little positive support- my best friend is no longer my friend because of my changes, apparantly she read this post and sees me as condescending, selfish and shallow. but, so is life, we are free do friend and unfriend as we want and with that attitude..i'm much better off with my cats!!!
totally though, the whole time i was using i knew it wasn't permanent..and i'm so glad i was able to prove that to myself by actually stopping!!
happy new year, hope it's a great one!

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