lately i've been wondering a lot about what my life would have been like had i decided to stay in the army. i'm not sure if its because i am getting older and am beginning to harbor uncertainties about what i should do with the rest of my life or simply because i feel i made a mistake, a rash and childish decision that would have far reaching ( Read more... )

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"God manifested himself to me as the infinite void; but it was not the abyss; it was the vault of heaven, with blue sky and wisps of white clouds. He was not some foreign God but the God of my fathers. He was loving and kind and he had personality. He said, 'You suffer a little now in life, it is little compared with the great joys, the bliss that ( Read more... )

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the cat will sleep in the mailbox and we'll never go to town


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incestuous circles; salivating hands - sick - seek stability - symbiotic spirituality? - soak yr skulls, silly kids - shit. i'm set fr safety, still. sick. incestuous circles; salivating hands.

"i float, while everyone around me is busy drowning"

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some of you may remember ernie reyes jr. as "kino" in teenage mutant ninja turtles 2: the secret of the ooze.