i haven't been writing lately. i haven't felt like it. paul's coming home soon, and by soon i mean days. the house is a mess. i wish i could get someone to clean it for me. i told him was going to lose wight but i haven't. well i lost like 10 lbs but when you weigh as much as me ten lbs isn't a lot. i mean i'm not a beast but i could be cuter. i ( Read more... )

i'm bored. very, very bored.

so paul called me and he yelled at me.
it made me cry.
i miss him.
why did he have to yell?

i'm not sick.
i've been in bed all day.
watching tv and sleeping.
i'm sort of bored.
but everyday can't be an exciting day.
or can it?

today was a long but fairly entertaining day at tiffany's. i love her kids they are soooooooooo cute!

i locked my keys in the car! i am an idiot. it cost me $50 to to get them out! it took the guy like 30 seconds to do it. i never knew 30 seconds could cost so much. yeah, so, that's my stupid day!

bored!
bored!
bored!
i am soooooooo bored!

so my day wasn't exactly productive. mostly i watched tv and played on my computer but i did get some good news. (nothing of importance to anyone but me) other than that i'm boring.

it just hit me. i was watching sex and the city and it hit me. i am soooooo lonely. i missed paul before and nothing is quite the same w/o him but i never felt quite like this. i don't care for it. it doesn't taste good.

i'm still ruining my diet. i really suck at this. i ate like a giant hershey bar i got for christmas. ummmmm so far today i haven't really done too much. i did the laundry and put some cloths, that have been sitting on my closet floor for months, away. i've dedicated today to cleaning. my room was way too messy and the rest of the house could use a ( Read more... )