I keep making bad decisions and I want to smack the shit out of myself when I do them. This time, however, I was a bit fooled. I promise to not be made a fool of anymore, but I do really want to take a couple of risks/invites I've been turning down for over a month ( Read more... )

This has been one fucking tough year. Divorce, kidney stones (one ER trip), company relying on foreign purchases to pay the bills, oh the ugliness ( Read more... )

I was never one of those who was the DUMPER, I was the DUMPEE. Why? Because I never wanted to be the one to hurt anyone's feelings. I don't know why I have drilled that thought into my head. But, in doing so, I have still hurt others feelings without meaning to do it ( Read more... )

SO much has happened this year. I find it hard to cope with things going on. I'm REALLY finding it hard to cope with how much my parents have helped me this year. I love them so much ( Read more... )

Started off kinda crappy this morning, been nauseous off and on all day ( Read more... )

If the boy walks down my street topless, there should be nothing wrong with asking him inside for milk and cookies...and such.

*sigh ( Read more... )

It would seem that I have a stalker. One of Randy's clients calls me numerous times every day just to talk. At first, it was exciting because he has a flat southern drawl and sounds like Trace Adkins (for you non-country music fans, he's a drop dead gorgeous country music singer). I just about wet my pants listening to his voice, but now it's ( Read more... )

...it is bad to lust after the teenage boys walking down the street.

I guess when you divorce a member of a family, the entire family will end up not talking to you. That's sad because I really loved Chris' family and it was his idea to move on to greener pastures ( Read more... )