They push you as far as you can go. Sometimes, finals push you farther than you can go. Is it luck, is it skill, is it God, is it ability, is it talent ( Read more... )

I'm not studying like I should be. I'm day dreaming. My mind goes to a world, a story, a show, where I am able to do things I am unable to do here. Where I can jump, run, dance, throw, and be strong. In real life, I'm a scared-y-cat, I'm slow, I'm fat, and I'm not as trusting ( Read more... )

Had an interview today. It was my second one. I talked to several groups and I enjoyed it greatly. I am really hoping to get the position. It worried me a bit that one of the people started talking about other places that would be good for me to work at. Scary ( Read more... )

I haven't been studying since noon. It's nearly five now. Maybe I'll get lucky and start working on it again at 6 or 7pm. I want to finish the previous exams today - maybe even get through some of this year's exams.

I wish I hadn't figured out Pit Bulls and Parolees was on.

Snow is nice. It makes me have to shovel out my car so that I can go to the laundry mat. It makes me fall if I try to run. I trip if I walk, so I should have realized I would fall. I got up to two miles earlier this semester and now... it's all going to go away ( Read more... )

I'm lonely. It happens at night mostly. I don't do relationship or dating Having someone, especially a guy, that close makes me anxious and so I break it off after two weeks. Maybe it's just these few dates I've tolerated have all be bad ones. (I know some of them have). I think part of me is finally wanting to date. I'm 21 and up to now I haven't ( Read more... )