Welcome, 2011!
i claim that:
this year is going to be filled with more TVXQ and JYJ good news!
this year, my love for YunJae will be exponential!
this year, i will treasure all my new friends!
this year, i will do my best!

too early to say so but,

Sayonara 2010.
i am leaving all my harsh memories and hatred to you when you leave.
I am taking all the wonderful friends, supports and encouragements people i met in your year with me and bring them when i enter 2011.

My plans for 2011.
New LJ layout.
Compilation of Oneshots.
Regular update of Fugue
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 yesterday was a blast for the korean fans. :( lucky them. i really do hope JYJ will come Manila too though. *still crossing my fingers* anyway, yesterday was both fun and sad. and i won't deny that i also felt a little bit disappointed and mad.

let's start with the fun thing. Yesterday, i enjoyed anticipating Kim Hee Chul's top spot on twitter to ( Read more... )

Everything is just too depressing.
Why do i always have to adjust for other people?
I have my own things to do too. :(
now i feel like my life is ruined.
i don't have directions.
i don't know who i live for.
and i feel like everything i do is an obligation.
and not a choice.

hey "best" bud. I am not living for u. don't make me feel like i am.
you should ( Read more... )

 Me and my grandfather aren't really close. Actually, i don't even have that special bond with him. I remember when i was a kid, i was mad at him. Because he yelled m so bad for something i did not do. Therefore since then, i wasn't really the kid who runs to him when i see him and hug him like he's the most favorite person i have in this world.

( Hey Lolo, I love you! Have Fun there. :) )

 FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)

( Run, fucker. Run! )

keep it to yourself because other people doesn't need it.

blogging and posting it as a just me entry is totally epic.
Paul, you amaze me.

yesterday was a dreadful day for our fangirling life. It feels like what happened in July happened again. The lawsuit was revived and we feel that the boys were mistreated. We were hurt. I was hurt. Because i felt cheated.

I don't know who to believe really, but i give my full faith on our boys. even if they will cheat on me, i will feel less hurt ( Read more... )