Today I went to the top of this hill, where you can see for miles and I read a book (J T H M) and I felt happy after what happened with her. Then I took a walk threw Berkeley and I met to girls. Today went fine except for two thing I saw you and him and when I got home there was two missed calls from you. Stop calling please I want to not think ( Read more... )

You really finally fucked me over. I cry and cry and cry. What do you want from me. I hope I never see you agin. I really think that all the lies you tell to the next guy tie together and hang you from his heart. You dont deserve anyone. You should just die. I will begg you too. I take that back you should'nt die. You should just be kicked out of ( Read more... )

It hurts when you lie to me, it hurts more when you use me, but it hurts the most to here you say "you dont regret it." I hope your happy you mad me cry.I hope your happy you made me lose my best friend. Most of all I hope your Happy with him. Im sorry if I ever hurt you I never wanted too. I will never try to either. You need to stop calling I ( Read more... )

I ran but then the cops came and I was arrested and then drug to the cop station and I was picked up from my asshole dad but hey Karen Does not hate me and I got to spend the night with here it was all good.

my shrink made me start this so I could keep track of problems and just for fun well I think this mite be one of the last entrees I think my house mite drive me to kill my self soon so I must leave first chance I get it will only be for a little bit I think I mite come back unless I find a better life. Who knows I guess its time to run.

one day I want to be able to make one wish and I would wish to sleep forever. I think if I could just close my eyes and just not wake up but just stay in a dream or maybe a nightmare. Either way I would be happy....

I got the shit kicked out of me today. I have a cut up lip two black eyes broken nose and broken finger. The reason why they did it is because I have black and pink hair. Its sad how ppl hate other ppl for no reason. What pisses me off is when ppl ask you why you hate the world. Its kinda hard not to hate the world if it always makes fun of you and ( Read more... )

Hvae you ever looked at a window to a house and thought about what the windo has seen or heard. I spend hours looking at windows wondering what has it seen of me or heard me say.

You push me and push so I go and fallow you to a place of darkness and pain. This place has no name this place has no ruler or creater and will have no end. You tell me storys about life and sorrow you seem to think you know everything but yet do you even know me. You then take me back to life out of this place and try to controll me yet you cant ( Read more... )

Ok, so this girl I know is mad at me right know. I was being a dick to her and I wish she would for give me. Then also today I was walking threw the halls at school and I saw this Girl, I went up to her because she had just dropped a doller so I was going to give it to her so I tap her on the shoulder and she turns around and punches me right in my ( Read more... )