Wow ...so much to tell. Fist off jon is back so thats perdy cool. It was good seeing him. He's so skinny now. We have a lot of things to figure out and i know he's going through so many differnt emotions but i'm glad we can still talk and stuff. Hmm... oh yea.. flippin hott guy at my work now. He's a senior at PHS and he's really nice. And he knows ( Read more... )

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Well hmm... everything has been really coming out lately... and thats good i guess. Its a big relief but at the same time it brings out pain or causes pain and thats not cool. But i feel like i'm hitting that stage where i'm like... ok time to grow up, and its cool b/c i notice i deal with my problems a lot better. and in return i get respect from ( Read more... )

Tonight was awesome. I don't think i've laughed so hard in.. sooo long. I laughed so hard that i was on the ground with tears comming out of my eyes. It was one of the best nights i've had in awhile. I miss just laughing. We were singing songs at church and i was making fun of justin while he was doing the whole "rock screaming" and then me and ( Read more... )

Sitting in Ms Price's class. We're supposed to be looking up info for 1984. Josh won't quit singing!!!! Its funny tho. But what isn't funny is how he keeps showing my Slim Fast websites since apparently i'm fat!! but its ok...!! i'll just cry later ( Read more... )

Sometimes life can be so complicated... frustrating... confusing... awesome... lonely... exciting... horrifying... hurtful... deciving.... why does it have to happen all at once ( Read more... )

Today has been the worst day since the beginning of the school year (i know its only been 3 weeks... but hey ( Read more... )

Hmm well just read Debra's journal about how Jon's comming home... i don't know how to feel. I mean ofcourse anyone would be happy to hear that he gets to come back and stay here forever but i dunno. i kinda liked him away... the drama and stress and lies and secrets were gone. But maybe he's meant to be here so him and debra can be together and ( Read more... )

So some people have really upset me lately and i think since i can't say anything to them i keep it in and then just get all emotional on some1 else. Which sux for them but i dunno how to control it ( Read more... )

SO SAD!!!