I don't know how to feel or what to think right now... i guess i'm just at a loss for words...

Well church was awesomeness... came to a HUGE realization

Quiting my job

School sux butt

Homecomming is going to rock so everyone better go

Missing Myles A LOT!!!

well i kept my schedule the same except for AP Stat to spanish. so gay. I am sooo freakin tired i can't stay awake in class... i'm starting to get sick from stress i keep getting migranes. Um my mom is sending us to therapy and i'm terrified but can't talk to anyone about it it seems. Umm... work is still a lil crazy... me and myles aren't doing so ( Read more... )

Ok so um apparently when they do senior schedules b4 u leave school they mean nothing. Mine was perfect when i left then i get to open house and i can't even graduate with the classes i have so here we go ( Read more... )

How You Life Your Life
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Well last night i finally cried a lil. It wasn't really that good of a day. I kept running into things and dropping things at work. Then Myles calls and says he's thinking about joining the military and almost started crying... and i really don't know why. Maybe because i just feel like everyone is leaving me or turning their backs and i'm scared. ( Read more... )

I got my new phone today and it so totally rocks!! It flips open with the push of a button and has camera/video and some recorder thing and photo caller and speaker. I'm excited. I know all this crap is old news but for me its new... i had a crap phone! So yep. I guess the $250 i owe my mom by next month is worth it. And now i can text message ( Read more... )

If you've seen 70 or more, you are a movie whore. Copy, paste, fill out, and post ( Read more... )

BOY FACTS ( Read more... )

Well i'm not going camping... i was mad but at the same time i'm relieved cuz it turned from me, alex, vannah, and myles into other people going also and i wasn't really up for sleeping with that many people in a tent (not sleeping like sex but sleeping zZzZz ya know?) So i was mad at my mom for saying no but then again i understand she needs a ( Read more... )

Aliza left this morning... for good. Case closed. I'm really not sure how i feel. I held my tears in for the most part until my mom came back inside from putting her in the car and she just walked straight in ..tears pouring from her eyes and hugged my dad. Thats when i lost it. It was like watching my mom lose her child... which i guess in a way ( Read more... )