we watched vernon, florida today in richard portman's class. our teachers make us watch the same movies over and over again. this one i didn't mind as much as the flubber documentary. i sat next to ryland. i have a huge crush on him. i hope he reads this.

i am going to new york for two days. to visit whitney. and it will be way sweet.

i didn't know if you wanted to
when i came to pick you up.
you didn't even hesitate.
and now you and me are on our way.
i think i bought everything we need.
don't look back. 
don't think of the...
all the places you should've been.
it's a good thing that you came along with me.


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i'm just astounded at the fact of how often i disappoint people.

i hate it when you open yourself up to somebody, and they don't respond in the way you expected...or like, the way you wanted. like after you tell a story...a story that actually means something...and their response is just empty. i'm not even referencing anything specific that's happened...it's just this whole feeling of unsatisfaction that i hate ( Read more... )

meet me at the fork in the road where lost souls get indecisive.

meet me at the fork in the road so i can have someone to walk into the light with.

so much happens in just one year. it's really not a long period of time, but everything changes. this time last year, i was skipping school like it was cool or something. i went to bed late and woke up early for sunrises. i was a hostess at my first job ever. i had never gotten in a car accident. i had never gotten a speeding ticket. or a parking ( Read more... )

today i learned that lack of sufficient sleep and water can inhibit short term memory. this could be the answer to all my problems.

and filling out senior superlatives reminded me of cheating on a test. maybe i came up with some of my own answers.

well i don't think i ever loved you more than when you walked away, when you slammed the door...

this is a year of 'lasts' and it's making me sad.

i've decided that i'm just not gonna study. because i can't deal with school right now, all these finals caving in on me, exam reviews that we never got, photographs that i never took, etc ( Read more... )