There I was. The prime subject; the sweet, naïve, freshmen. Trying to find your way around a new campus, with new teachers in every classroom, and everywhere you turn you find yourself running into a sea of unfamiliar faces, isn’t as easy as one may think. To be quite honest, it’s completely terrifying. We are not in grade school anymore, this was ( Read more... )

The Beginning ( Read more... )

I’m standing on my own two feet. For the first time in my entire life I really feel in control of everything. I get so caught up with everyone else that sometimes I forget to live myself. I forget that this is my life, not theirs, and that I need to do what I need to do. Every choice is my own. I’m grabbing my independence and my new found freedom ( Read more... )

I’m not liking this very much anymore. I don’t think this is for me. I got caught up in love and it has made me feel more complete and happy than I ever thought possible, but just as quickly as I can rise up, I can come crashing down. And when I do hit rock bottom, which has happened more than once, I’m forced to deal with it all alone. And you are ( Read more... )

This wasn't the way I wanted things to go. I had plans for us. Big plans. But in the end. I'm the same me I was back then. And you are the same you. There's no mystery to be solved, no game to be played, we can deny, deny, deny all we want to, but the truth is always there. Always will be. And I can't resist, until you give the truth a little twist ( Read more... )

Everywhere you go, everywhere you turn, every minuet that passes by, you are surrounded. You’re surrounded by life. You surrounded by people, whom you may know, or even may not know. You’re surrounded by inspiration, hope, happiness, struggle, sadness, fear, doubt. You’re surround by horrible times and wonderful times. While there are so many ( Read more... )

I have some thank you’s to give out. I’d be nothing without all of you. Without the presence of you in my life, without the experiences with you, without the knowledge you’ve given me and the adventures we’ve taken, I’d never be able to carry on. I would have never ended up the person I am today ( Read more... )

I'm making new chances. Big chances. "You will make many changes before settling satisfactorily." Or so my fortune cookie says ( Read more... )

There’s a saying that I’ve heard quite frequently, “We come into this world alone, and we leave alone.” I’m not very fond of this phrase. You have to admit, it’s a scary thought to dwell upon. Is that really the summed up version of life? Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but I chose to believe not. I chose to believe that we come into ( Read more... )

I forgot how good it feels when the tention dissapears and the fun instills back in. Let's have more days like this...