new livejournal because i'm sick of everyone's comments back and forth on my page.

blameitonloss

friend's fucking only.

i love you.
i really do love you with all my heart.
just wanted to let you know.
i miss you when you're not around.

Love,
Mrs. The Steve

ben tells me that my parents might be afraid of me dating older guys is because they might steal my youth away. i told him that i dont have any youth left in me to steal ( Read more... )

i stayed an hour today at work. i didnt really feel like being there, so i had james cover my shift ( Read more... )

went shopping yesterday @ hollister ( Read more... )

i hate listening to my drunk father try and lecture me on what i say and how i should live my life ( Read more... )

last night emily and i got dinner at pizzaworks. definitely the highlight of dinner was when we played with the open wound on my finger. there was a moment when she was squeezing my finger and stuff was oozing out of it that i knew i was in love ( Read more... )

nyc, beer in central park, ex's ( Read more... )

last night i babysat and made $60 dollas. holla ( Read more... )

+i didn't have a cigarette today.
+i babysat ryan, who is three years old. he cracks me up.
+i rode in a hummer.
-i haven't seen my boyfriend in the past 24 hours. this has only happened one previous time since we've been going out. i would like this to never happen again.
-/+i can't identify with myself.