oh my god today was soooo much fun. lol i went with chris to adams house and they were riding the trails and stuff, it might sound boring but to me it was fun watching, chris and zack even rode in their boxers hahaha that was funny. and then zack rode nakeyyyy lol but i didnt look. okay well maybe just a peek lol nooooo just kidding. oh yah, jewel ( Read more... )

well today was pretty cool, me chris and bobby went to the movies. bobby was supposto meet this girl their, but she stood him up. that sucked. we saw carlie and the chocolate factory. i liked it. then we went back to chris's house, and me and chris were in his room makin out. lol. bobby said he walked in like twice and we were still kissing. so he ( Read more... )

god im so fucking tired of my mom, she was bitching at me the whole way home right now. just because of one little mistake. okay here it is, i was at chris's house, and she had called me earlier, and when i hung up i forgot to put my phone back in my pocket. so then me and him went into the living room to eat, and the next thing i know shes at the ( Read more... )

you know, ive noticed that if u wake up at twelve the day goes by alot faster. ahhh....tomorrow were having a garage sale, so i have to wake up early. it sucks.

well, my chrissypoo is coming home tonight, he said he was going to come over tomorrow. yay. he called me last night. and he made me cry. but it wasnt because he was being mean or anything, it was because he made me feel really really happy. i dont know it was weird. and then he kept making me smile and my cheeks were hurting really bad. lol, i ( Read more... )

hmmm....... well im still sicky, and i cant sleep. dude i wanna hang out with u so bad tomorrow. are u gonna be at ur dads, and is he gonna be thier?

well well well....... i dont know just wanted to put that. lol. hmmm...... i thought u were gonna come ober today? chris came, and then we wanted to go to the skatepark so he asked zack to go with us, and then he wanted to ride street, so chris left. lol this is the funny part, he got home and called me, and then he was like "god im going to my ( Read more... )

well everythings ok i guess, i went to my psychotherapist and she like asked me to draw three drawings, and then when i gave them to her she was like "interestin" i guess. whats so interesting about stupid drawings, and then she told my mom that she wants to hypnotize me so i can get it all out. thats freaky, what if i say something thats bad and ( Read more... )

well im feeling alot better. my mom still wants me to go to that lady, so i guess. hmmm....i want to go to chihuahua so bad. but i cant. im lonely. i need to hang out with my friends. ahhh..im so bored

godddd........im so tired of everything going on. what can i do to make things better? does anybody know? cuz i sure dont. i went to the doctor today, and he told me that i should go to a physciatrist. am i going crazy or something? i dont get it. im confused. is this how im gonna feel for the rest of my life? hope not. i got some hemp, to make ( Read more... )