goddd i had such a horrible time on friday, i was on the phone and i found out that one of my friends wants to kill himself. i got so scared. and then i dont know what happend to me. i had a panick attack. seriously. and night after i found that out, everything started spinning and i felt like i wanted to throw up so i went to the bathroom, and ( Read more... )

hey their people, godddd, i cant believe i passes all my classes this year yayyy!!!! im so proud of myself. i should give mysellf a pat on the back. hehehe..... my friend ilya might have a party for her birthday on the 20th..... she really wants me to go so i said i would even tho i dont really want to cuz im not much of a party girl and shes like ( Read more... )

hmmmm........ i havent written in this for like a long time. ive been having alot of family problems and shit. it sucks. god im so glad school is finally over, but i still have to go to summer school, i failed geometry. im going to the balloon fest on sunday, that should be fun. but im on my freakin rag i got it yesterday hopefully itll go away by ( Read more... )

woohoo!! my mommy ordered me a bathing suit and a tube top and a halter top from the victorias secret catalouge. im so excited, i cant wait till i get them. woohoo!!!! God Mannys so hotttttttt.

ahhhh..........today was great, i dont want it to end. today was our six month anniversary, he gave me a rose and some chocolates, then took me to that new ice cream place by the movies, then we went to the movies. we saw something like love. it was great. well everyone keeps telling me that i look really hot with my hair red. andrew said now he ( Read more... )

hmmm....well i died my hair. it looks horrible. i wanted it to be like a dark red and it turned out being bright red, and my ends look pink. i look so retarded. goddddd..........im so stupid. i should have listend to my mommy.

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hmmmmm......Well everythings pretty much the same, im still going out wiht chris, itll be six months on the 28th. i dont know why im still going out with him, love is blind, i guess. love just makes me feel good, its like i cant live wihtout it, i need it. i love chris, this is the second longest relationship ive ever had. thats awesome. im ( Read more... )

hmm.... i painted my room over spring break, it looks so cool, i think it kinda looks like a big lava lamp. thats crazy. i painted it light turqouise blue, and lime green and pink spots all over the place. i like it. it took me like three days to do it tho so that sucked cuz i got really tired, and im really lazy so yeah. oh yeah and i got a mini ( Read more... )

hmmm..... i havent really hung out with jewel anymore. i cut my hair and i really like it, everyone has been telling that i look better. todays brittney's birthday, and tuesday is jewels. well heres a pic of my new hair, you cant really see it though cuz its in a ponytail. i look really dorky. and its a little blurry.


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