hmmm.............im sooooo bored. MARTHA GOT STONED!!!!!!!! i cant believe it. shame shame shame.....anyway, im still with chris. but yeah, that guy still hasnt called me and i havent seen him around school so i donno. i need to start standing up straight. heheheheheh...i miss manny. i'll always love him. marrisa and diana's birthday is on the ( Read more... )

well it turns out chris is just like everyone else. he cheated on me. but im used to it. i always get cheated on. anyway, i need to find a new boyfriend.

well today was pretty cool. i wasnt mad or in a bad mood or anything. so yeah, today after school i went to my world history class to go correct a test that i had gotten like a 47 or somethin. and their was this guy there that i used to have for one of my classes, he was really cool and i would always talk to him. well anyway i saw him and we ( Read more... )

well i dont know whats happening with me. god last night i went to a show, to see farshids band play. it was pretty good i liked it. but my mom got all pissed off at me cuz i was out late. hmmm..........chris came over today and we went for a walk all the way up in the mountains. it was cool, but i was bein so mean to him. i cant help it though, i ( Read more... )

wow, its been a long time since ive written in this. well everythings going great with chris, me and jewel are closer than ever, and im really close with martha tooo. so n-e-ways, hmmmm....well im bored, ive been hanging out with jewel alot, but shes grounded so i doubt were gonna hang out this weekend. my dad said he would pay for my drivers ed ( Read more... )

its christmas eve and i miss my bubblebutt. i wanna open my presents now, but my mom said no. shes finally letting me go to my friends house, so thats cool. i got her a present that she really loved and now shes being all nice to me (even though she already was, but now shes being extremely nice). it cost me a pretty penny too. all the presents i ( Read more... )

chris hasnt called me in like four days. it sux cuz ive been kinda mean to him lately. i hope he doesnt think i dont like him anymore or something. i hope hes not thinking of breaking up with me. i really like him. and it makes me sad when he doesnt call me. any way i still have to buy my friend her christmas present but its gonna have to wait ( Read more... )

god im so bored................................my life is so crapy, im always getting yelled at. and now im all traumatized. so when people raise their voice at me even the slightest bit, im all "STOP YELLING AT ME!!!!!!" hahaha. yeah. so im still bored. im waiting for chris to call me. i feel like i can do anything with him, but im not going to. ( Read more... )

Im so stupid. guys are idiots, i always believe what they say. i hate them. their all the same. i can never seem to find the right guy

                      Well, it turns out i didnt really like the present my boyfriend gave me, but hey, its the thought that counts. i have a bad feeling though. its wierd. every relationship ive been in has always turned out bad. their either just using me or their cheating on me. i hate it. why cant guys just go out with someone and be sinceere?  ( Read more... )