Such a busy weekend. Now I'm finally just relaxing ( Read more... )

wait it out ( Read more... )

I am going to try to stop doing things that I feel only "bleh" about, because there really isn't a point. Sometimes it seems like the point is to just get some experience with what's out in the world, but I don't know if that really makes sense. I shouldn't be making myself do things if I don't feel wholehearted about them ( Read more... )

Alkaline Trio was amazing! My Chemical Romance was amazing! Although I don't know a lot of the MCR lyrics. It was still good. So good.

Today is a blah day. I got a dress for the wedding. Hopefully the "outfit" will come together alright.

I'm going to take a nap until Erin calls me for the craft supplies.

Watched you.
Dance with the sweat in beautiful beads.
Life bursting out of your neck, your elbows.
Desperate for something more than there was.
Accepting the new awkwardness.
Accepting?
Holding the fading fabric.
Wonderful tonight.

Sleep! That does it. I feel much better this morning, and my passion for shopping has been restored ( Read more... )

I didn't feel very good all day today. It sucked. I just slept for a couple hours and I felt better when I first got up, but now I feel weird again. I guess I need to just go to bed for real. I hope I feel fine tomorrow because I need to be 100% for the show ( Read more... )

Why am I so tired ( Read more... )

It's seriously amazing to me how sometimes I feel like I'm living two lives. Only recently, but still. I have this group of Eastern friends now that I hang out with fairly regularly, and when I go out there, I usually stay for a day, and it starts to seem like I've been gone for SO long. And I usually wish that I lived out there, until I am on ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at Monica's with her and Kathleen. We're chillaxin. I'm SO freaking digging this new deathcab cd and I never even listened to them before now which I'm really regretting. They actually kind of remind me of the beatles.

i'm sad. i'm happy.