I'm sitting here at what I wish was my house, very alone and contemplating my suicide ( Read more... )

I had a breakdown today, about something i didn't really expect ( Read more... )

And I'm No Warrior

So I writing in this just because I don’t keep a diary anymore and I don’t write blogs as much anymore. I'm doing this just "CUZ". I've been really sick lately, on day my fever and heart beat wouldn’t go down.BUT! I have great news I have deiced what I WANT to do with my life and William is helping me. I want to be a Pathologists ( Read more... )

=WHERE THE FUCK IS MY FUCKING IPOD ( Read more... )

"YOU ARE INSANE ( Read more... )

Everythings is so different ( Read more... )

i got home from that geek thing i was at i had fun for awhile but my brother ...got out of control he hit me to the ground adn then kicked my head into the bed .. i dont know what was sed b4 that i dont remember alot my head was bleeding , but only for soem second .. i had ran to were cameron was staying but my brotyher somehow followed me so i ( Read more... )

yesturday my mom read a chat between me and cam. she freaked told my brother and they yelled at me asking for shit i didnt even know. telling fighting cursung. "he doesnt love you " "he's gonna leave u here with a black baby,is that what u want" "brittiny ur a carzy ho..ur a fuckign slut"so i ran( in fear).. the only real thing i know how to do but ( Read more... )

i dont know why i tried to stop cutting or why i bother to get close to cameron . he told me that he cant get close to me =/ more or less cuz he got he's heart broke. stil no excuse.... ive never been able to get my heart broken...;-; no ever lets me in..WAIT i have..=/ monem... broke what little heart i have. but i wouldnt understand how he feels ( Read more... )

>_<*screams* i swear that boy is gonna be the death of me . always worrying about him and what his doing. he was being emo after i left his house yesturday.. i blame myself for that.... and i called him when i got hom and he didnt want to talk to me . he sed he would call me back ..i even made him promise he would....but yet still. no call back and ( Read more... )