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it's quite possible i've lost my mind
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it's hard having nobody...
i am a girl who has always wanted the world. i have wanted the nice things, the loving people, secretly even maybe a little attention. i want to be heard. sadly i have none of these things. the only attention i get are the constant calls of bill collectors. i'm so scared. i haven't told anyone what kind of trouble i'm in, but more importantly i can ( Read more... ) -
co-existing....
i can see that we have drifted. you no longer care. you no longer feel anything for what had been before. i don't understand you. how can you just all of a sudden stop caring? i'm sure it's someone else. and i know that it doesn't matter how badly you hurt me. you hurt me as a human, a lover, a best friend. you destroy me. i wonder if that makes ( Read more... ) -
i'm so sick...but why?
i am absolutely confused as to why i feel so sick, i mean it could be a number of things that are working against me. i'm stressed to the max so i don't sleep and have been living solely on coffee. i got my shots for school, which could be the reason. i also switched my bc pills to something stronger so maybe that's why i'm feeling like a lunatic i ( Read more... ) -
vicky, angry vicky....
i have never been the type to get angry, until recently. feels like my blood is boiling so hard i almost become light-headed. it scares me. not that i would do anything, just feel like i will explode. i guess this all started when i freaked out on someone at work last weekend. yes, i did in fact tell someone to fuck off and get the fuck out of the ( Read more... ) -
What Do You Have To Say? - My Biggest Dream
my biggest dream is to be independent and successful. i am not typical, i don't want to do what other people think i should be doing. right now i'm getting the biggest hassle from my family ever. they don't like the fact that i want to do massage therapy. they don't think it's a real job, they think i'm just going to "drop out AGAIN" but they never ( Read more... ) -
What Do You Have To Say? - My Guilty Pleasure
oh god there are so many...but here are my top two. #1 i enjoy white trash tv such as wife swap and i love new york. i keep drama out of my own life, i think it's funny to watch others who seem engulfed by it. yeah it's pathetic, but if you pay attention you can actually learn a lot about people. #2 i love listening to kelly clarkson A LOT. her ( Read more... )