yo.

i never write in this journal anymore.

but i will make a list of the things i need to accomplish before Christmas Break:

EN 480: The paper from Hell, or 15 pages of V.Woolf and deconstruction, Woolf as Deconstructionist? I DO Not

That's the only important thing.

I gave a speech today.

I pooped my pants.

i change. but i don't think that before this moment i have ever realized how much i change in a year or in nineteen years. i wonder how other people internally change. the things that happen to them that no one else notices, i wonder about those. i wonder what they think about themselves. i wonder if i am really as insane as i think, or if ( Read more... )

so this summer has been pretty boring so far. actually, thinking about it makes me want to rip my fingernails out. all i know is that i have been spending a lot of money on things i don't need- this happens every summer. umm...i planned a trip to chicago yesterday, but that was a flop. someone decided that their throat hurt too badly to go, thus ( Read more... )

i still don't know where i am going to go to school next semester, but i know that i won't be going back to Saint Marys...BLECK. That place is gross. Anyway, Nick is back home; that's fun i guess. We have been together the past three days, so today I think we should have a little break so we don't get tired of each other. i have sort of cleaned my ( Read more... )

i realize that no one reads my entries anymore, and that's fine. it's a journal. i only think it's cool for friends to read it anyway, and i guess if you are interested in my life you are either a friend or foe. and i don't think i have any foes anymore. i am over having foes. i have laid all my bad feelings about anyone or any one person to rest. ( Read more... )

i love looking up tour dates for shows and seeing tomorrow's date at the top of the list; i love knowing that i am going to be there..especially when it's a mewithoutyou show. yay! keely, ed, and me are venturing to the City of Big Shoulders tomorrow to see them along with Thursday and Minus the Bear- all bands that I have followed for a while now ( Read more... )

alright- i am finished with school. i think i did OK/well. but, i am so unhappy with Saint Marys; I want to transfer. i think i am going to talk to my parents tonight. SMWC doesn't have half the classes i need for my major, and i feel like i will be behind in graduate school..who knows. i hope they understand how i feel; IU would be so much cheaper ( Read more... )

I am so scared to start this last paper- well i have 3/4 of a page, and that is it! i have a menacing flu, and i have finals and a paper. if i didn't have basically a 4.0, i would be really scared. i would also like to keep that, but i don't know how great this paper will be. I only have 2 more days of school left. I am really happy about that. I ( Read more... )

"Colored preacher, nice to meet you ( Read more... )

Three Jeopardy categories i would have dominated had i been on the show today: African American Literature, The Quotable Mao, and Scientific Prefixes. Dang it. Jeopardy is my life-goal, and i think everyone knows that by now. i feel really sad when i miss it. i feel really sick right now, because i ate macaroni that my made made; she put way to ( Read more... )