Alot has been going on in the past few weeks...

I have realized that I have a few great friends and other then them you shouldn't trust strangers.. I have realzied alos that I fucked up with Jamie. She was one the greatest friends I had, and I am publically saying I am so sorry!

I also never realized how great I have it at home... Yes I Bethanie ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't done this is a long time.. I am back with Anthony and basically he is my life.. We are getting married in June and we are so happy..

Klara- I miss you! We need to hangout SOON! kk.. Don't ever forget Pedro love's you!

I am so confused right now.. I love Anthony, but then I like Steve .O. alot.. Steve is basically perfect like yesterday when we were at the mall I went to pick up the tray from the counter and he was like um.. NO.. and took it.. He always knows what to say to make me smile and laugh, but he has a girlfriend.. I have spent time with him everyday ( Read more... )

Just when i thought that life was great it all fell down around me.. Anthony and I broke for good this time well atleast for now.. I miss him so much, but I know if he loves me he will realize what he is missing and come back to me.. If you can all pray for me and keep me in your thoughts and at those times when you have noone to call please call ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in like 2 weeks.. So.. this is what has been happening.....

I am living with my parents and not moving out with my sister.. It is better this was anyways.... They have given me so may privelages now that I'm 17 and everything... I have something really cool, but I'm not suppossed to say anything.. Well, I can tell you guys ( Read more... )

Well 1st of all Stacy and Amanada are fake and if they continue to piss me off I am going to beat the shit out of them.. Guess what you 2 I'll be back next week for finals... You makee Jamie's life hell yours will be too for those 3 days of finals!

Here do you all really want to know why i haven't wanted to talk to you all... I don't want you all to see me like this.. I don't want you to see me crazy, and wishing to die.. idon't want any of my friends to see that.. I love you guys too much....  The biggest thing that I have learned is that OLD HABITS DIE HARD, and mine haven't died yet... Yes ( Read more... )

I am so fuckin' pissed.... I can't even stand life anymore... I wish that I could kill myself and noone care... I want Anthony to hold me and kiss me and make me feel safe.. Yesterday he just held me and I felt so safe, and then today all my security is gone.. Where did it go? Why can't I feel safe for more than a day? Why can't I feel wanted? I ( Read more... )

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Just the basics...Name?BethanieAge?17 in 11 daysTodays date?May 25thBirthday?6-4-88Hometown?Hazel ParkHair Color?BlondeIf you're a blonde, are you stupid???NoEye Color?BlueWhat's one feature you love about yourself?My eyesAny brothers or sisters?yes.... ( Read more... )