This is just a cute little thing that I stole from Renee's LJ..... Try it.. It is quite true!

I am in alot better mood than I was yesterday.. Anthony and I talked for along time and I am so sure now that he does love me.. It is crazy how much he loves me.. I am glad that my sister's problems are getting better and that her and Jim are going to try and owrk things out.. The next couple months are going to be crazy as hell..  I have work, ( Read more... )

Last night.. I went to work and it was okay until trevor said that NICKY was prettier than me. For all of you that do not know who NICKY is she is a beast.. That was like the worst insult that anyone has ever said to me.. I was really hurt.... Not saying that I am the hottest girl in the whole world, but I am way prettier than her....

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I wish that I could wake up in the morning and love the way that I look, but I can't. Why is it so hard for me to love myself? I can tell my friends to love themselves but then I can't do the same.... God! I am so frustrated. I got called in to work today at 5:00.. I said yes, but I really wish that I would have said no...

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I don't even know how i feel anymore. I am numb to the world. I seem to have nothing, but existence in this world.... Where am I? What is my purpose? Why can't I understand? My all time question is... WHO AM I, AND WHY WAS I PUT ON THIS EARTH????? I guess rhat those are questions that noone can answer.... Maybe One day I will find the answers...

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I am really thinking that I lost all hearing in my right ear..

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I left school at 12:00 today and went home to go to bed.. I didn't get up until 5:00.. I feel so much better now that I have slept.. It was so funny this morning during Chemistry class I fell asleep and there was a fire drill and I almost slpet through it. Everyone was leaving the class and I was still sleeping.. it was funny.

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I have found that having a friends only journal doesn't keep people from finding out your buisness. So, I am now having an open journal. I guess that in this world life sucks and then there is reality.....

I am really stressed becasue my sister is more than likely getting a divorce and that means that my nepphew is going to be ripped out of my life ( Read more... )

1. Name: Bethany

2. Were you named after anyone? Yes, a city in the Bible

3. Do you wish on stars? Yep

4. When did you last cry? Last night, when i was puking my brains out

5. Do you like your handwriting? No

6. What is you favorite lunch meat? Bologne

7. What is your birth date? June 4 1988

8. What is your embarrassing CD? Backstreet Boys

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I had a great night tonight. Anthony and I went to the movies, and I am going to bed. To dream of my baby! I love you Anthony...

;;::,,Bethany;;::,,