It's always sounded so corny and unauthentic to tell boys I was dating "I loved them". I guess maybe cuz it wasn't true. I love her. When I say it it just makes me so much happier. The way I had always pictured it should have felt. We are in love and I love it.

She kissed me.

If only I could break everything inside the house, shed the emotions out and then move on but I guess I could never be that strong. Don't you understand how angry I make me. It makes myself sick to look in the mirror. I would never blame anyone ever but you. It's all you. Its all me. Its always over and never ending and I just need it all to go ( Read more... )

Love. Laughing. The way she smiles. A few of the things that makes my life worthwhile. Trying to trust, trying to break free. I know I only want to be with you.