start over.

begin from the bottom.

sure,
none of this is your fault
but deal with what you've got

the true friends
that are left,
the lies everyone believes
and a past you can't change.

so, start over.

don't be ashamed,
don't be miserable
anymore
be okay with where you are
and go from there.

that face ( Read more... )

i like it when ben holds my hand <3

i'm pissed ( Read more... )

oh my god, i seriously just read the previous entry and it's fucking sickening. even when i was typing that bullshit, i knew what it was. BULLSHIT! it makes me cringe. anyway, 2 weeks later. what the fuck ever. it makes me sick because of all that hope and trust i tried to build in myself. all for what? to be screwed over again. that's the part ( Read more... )

so, here i am. typing my little heart out all over trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me, once again ( Read more... )

'cause i don't careee.

no, really.

anyway, feelin' good again but it's things that shouldn't be leaving me with a smile that are.

oh well.

new years res? pffft. shiduno.

to drive?

i read my 8th grade diary. and cringed. who was that girl?

i hate my family. right now anyway. complete and utter bullshit. i can't believe this. i'm just so sick of all of this, my sister mostly. she has her own place and 95% of my problems and stress would be gone if she actually LIVED in the apartment she HAS. i mean, does anyone notice how much happier i am when she's gone ( Read more... )

i'm a terrible person, can you love me anyway ( Read more... )

it's always been that i've never hung out with one specific group of people. since middle school anyway ( Read more... )