this is spring ( Read more... )

i used to love
the way
your name
felt on my lips.
it danced,
it came out
with pride
with the sweetest coating
purring out.

i am really really frustrated. i like him A LOT. it's not even anymore that i want him to like me back. it's the fact that i also want my BEST FRIEND back. but i want more than that. i want to stay up and talk to him all night. i want to know him, and i want him to know me. i want to tell him i love him. i want everyone to think we're perfect. i ( Read more... )

I Fear Not One Moment, But This Entire Day ( Read more... )

things that stress me out ( Read more... )

jam and i did things
drunkly.

that i kind of wish
we'd do
soberly
lovingly?

will i ever have that feeling again ( Read more... )

head up.
it'll all pass.
ride it out.

boy by boy
kiss by kiss
and then you forget them.
keep your heart,
if nothing else.

this morning i woke up
to the bright
white
elementary school bus
lights flashing into my window.
i promise i'd give anything
for that to be
my bus to catch
again.

on my birthday last year, cody and becky came over ( Read more... )

i kissed sammy.

or he kissed me.
but we kissed.

in the rain.
in his jacket.

and i felt something.

a sort of relief
a sort of fear
a sort of nostalgia.

my stomach did the whole
flip
turn
spin
tumble
twist thing
it never does.

but two days later,
it's still all i can think about.