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its amazing how someone can change overnight.
im confused, hurt, and extremely emotional.
im starting to disgust myself. i shouldnt rely on someone to make me happy. but i do, and im miserable.
..and if i listen to anymore jewel...or the cranberries, im going to throw up again.
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and consider the possibility that MAYBE, (and i'm in no way implying that this is the case..)maybe the lack of clarity in the whole situation created your personal DRIVE to understand, which naturally triggered your interest/attraction. And the given impression that you're actually breaking through these "sacred" barriers, obviously implies your progress which will help you find that desired "clarity". Perhaps you're taking the self-satisfaction of getting closer to "clarity" and confusing it with HAPPINESS you apparently feel from him.
i don't know ash.
i don't know what to say to any of this because it isn't my place to tell you what the right thing to do is.
i just feel like i'm really losing a lot of you through all of this.
don't conform to your recently developed insanity. you have more control than you know.
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