get ready for SEX APPEAL, kids.

sf today. nordstrom make-over. nightclub photo-shoot. danielleheidiashleyFAGELBO.

oh, and i came across some interesting and satisfying information, making my day ONE HUNDRED TIMES BETTER.

i am loving life to the fullest right now.

every time that i sell myself to you, i feel a little bit cheaper than i need to.

so much random shit has been happening lately.
drivin other people cars. seeing people i havent seen in forever. NOT SLEEPING. gah.

its a nice change. but for right now, i need to sleep. i think im so tired because i just slept for 12 hours. oversleeping.

im over it.

i am working 12+ hours today.

and in my little hour span of not working, all i wanted was to check my myspace.
BUT NO. THE SITE IS DOWN.

i am sick.

oh, and my feet smell like vinegar...the smell of a hard worker.

i dont know what the hell my problem is lately.

im looking for something to cling to, and im not finding it.

i think its the looking that is dragging me down. i need to wait for something to find me.

....its probably just the hormones.

today we  are off to the city.

its done.

youre looking for attention.

find someone else to call your "product".

and stop lashing out by bad talking me.
basically, grow the fuck up.

sooo me and nadia are a-walkin up to her grandmas house...up this wet, muddy hill...and on the way up, nadia nearly slips. we laugh. hahhaha.

so we are leaving...and im like i bet you ANYTHING you will fall...so i am going to walk down this way, where it isnt so steep.

so i walk...and SLIP into a HUGE FUCKING MUDDY PUDDLE. and of course, i am wearing ( Read more... )

as of right now i am deathly SICK. i havent been sick in a long time....but now i am feelin it. i cant even swollow.

im a big ball of frustration right now. god. 2 months needs to pass NOW. ill see them both. and it will be great....

im super stressed out..between work, bills and most of all, applying for student loans and college and housing and ( Read more... )