alright, seriously.  I made this name then Varnon brought up the point that i claimed to not agree with but i actually do agree with.  Why make your SN, LJ name, Myspace Name somthing that someone else thought of.  So, 1) my myspace name is www.myspace.com/lovenathan and i sign everything lovenathan. so i made a livejournal name LoveNathan.  so, ( Read more... )

... it is hard to imagine. i can't live by the great words of lennon, i try so hard to be more christ like than i am. i find my self towering down in self happiness. i guess you would say self happiness. i am sure you know what i mean. i am a person of great detail. i strive to be the person i want to be. to my recollection, i always wanted to ( Read more... )

stand there,
bring back those words
tear away the strips
of fake faith
the dreams of growing
outward,
the visions of the end
the times we held so close
to our hearts
i will tear them apart
watch me crumble
never more
forever
keep spinning in circles
i am sure you will find yourself
calm down stand down
stay down
i cant feel this
i dont need this.

so, i don't have any pants on right now.

i just got done w/ my pond.

( photoshop is lame. )

sometimes i think about it ( Read more... )

nine friends ( Read more... )

i decided today that i am not going to take crap from people. show them who i really am.

why do people (including myself) wear girl pants? i know why i do. i am curious as to why other people do?

nothing, this love is a tear.

Because I wasn't one of your kind. You leave me here, waiting for the next car. the treads becomes makeup. Nobody will hold me now. bruised and scared. Hold your breath, this love is the castle that makes up your fantasy.