I cant even explain to you how much I love diet pepsi max and ephedrine pills.

I've heard so many times that I look like Nicole Richie. Not the new Nicole Richie, but from when she was doing The Simple Life, when she was fat. I don't really see any resemblance, but I've heard that remark from at least 10 different people in the last 5 years. I  ( Read more... )

I did pretty good today. I went out with my boyfriends mom and got some diet pepsi max (<3) and some zero cal sweetner for my teas and coffee. I skipped dinner and had some celery instead, and for the rest of the night its just water and diet pepsi max! Im starving and feel kinda shitty, but what the hell is the point of fucking up my fast just ( Read more... )

I just moved to a new city to live with my boyfriend, and I'm sure that I've gained at least 10lbs since I've been here (about 3 months). Its just that when I'm with him..I don't completely focus on food and weight. I'm just kind of normal. But then that has consequences, because now I've gained weight.

So because I moved, I'm without my Shy :(    ( Read more... )

    I haven't posted in a very long time, and all I can think about right now is how I want to lose weight. I started fasting, and was losing weight continuously, and feeling great. And then in a few days I had a couple of salads, and I GAINED weight and it hasn't gone down yet! Ugh, I feel terrible.
    I'll just do a water and 0-cal drink fast ( Read more... )

Hey guys.

I barely ever post, because i never have anything new to say. I feel like a loser, because im home on a saturday night, but i just never feel like doing anything anymore. I just feel like a failure. And i have to go home in 2 weeks, and i look the same as when i left. I just want to be changed. I want to be a new girl. I feel like life ( Read more... )

 Im going to go on a fast tomorrow. I met someone on livejournal who im going to do it with. She has her engagement party in a month, and she wants to fast untill then, and so do I!

Im going to go out and buy a digital scale tomorrow, because i'm obsessed with weighing myself a million times a day, and i need to see exactly what im losing.

So from ( Read more... )

Im doing good today, but i SUCKED yesterday. Yesterday I had like, a pitcher of beer and onion rings :(
But today i had a glass of V8 Go for breakfast (120 cals), half a can of tuna, half a cup of broccoli, and 2 tablespoons of salad dressing for lunch(175 cals), and i just had some cucumber (about 8 cals). So today so far, i've had 303  cals, and ( Read more... )

FUCK

He kissed her....and not me.... 

I havn't posted in such a long time.
     I moved to Big City and fucked everything up. I started to eat again, and now im back where I started. So all in all...i havn't made any progress :( :( :( :( !!!
     But im back on track now. I havn't eaten in days, and i feel so good. Im drinking lots of water, and taking lots of pills (vitamins, caffine, ( Read more... )

          My name is Casper.                                                                                 
          I call myself Casper because I swear to god I must be invisible. I'm 
5'2", 150lbs, and yet im still invisible.
Amazing.                                                                                                        
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