Homicide is just another word for murder.

I don't think I will ever understand why things happen the way they do, but maybe it isn't my place to understand. Maybe I just get pieces that will never add up to a whole puzzle. Now I am just left to wonder, lines fill up my head with what ifs ( Read more... )

I wish I had the words to tell you, but I don't and you will never be able to understand. It is almost as if I am watching every moment pass me by, and as I am watching this character that is me, all I see is the worng choices. But I can't stop, I can't so no. I so much want what I have never had. I will do anything to get it, even if it ( Read more... )

Now to take my mind off anything important ( Read more... )

I am nervous and scared. Best case verses worse case is worlds a part. I just don't know how to handle this and I feel like I keep bothering d about it ( Read more... )

From d,

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, and allow your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Now go!

I don't know how I feel. I am not scared, there is no reason to be, for the first time in a long time I am really safe. The problem is that I don't feel safe and I am not okay. It is harder I think than before because I was okay. I really was, no matter what I thought the incidents were few and far between, they were far away, I still had a ( Read more... )

There are so many things I am keeping inside and it is begining to hurt. i wish I could explain, I wish I had the words ( Read more... )

I have been absent for too long, I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time...I know, I know. Everything is going well. I am keeping up on everything and I am working, but I am so tired and sick. I have a horrible headache all the time and I spend most of the night puking my guts out. It makes me cranky and emotional. I just want to get through this all. I want to show everyone that I ( Read more... )