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Syawal Blues
It’s the third day of Syawal and I am clueless whether will I be going out today or will I be stuck at home like yesterday? =$
Yesterday, my paternal side of the family came and I voiced out to my dad saying I want to tag along because it’s so boring sitting at home all day without doing anything. Don’t get me wrong, I did my chores already hence ( Read more... ) -
That first day.
The first day of Syawal and I was dreading it. I already told myself that I will not be enjoying myself cos I simply am not that happy to begin with. :]
I went over to grandmummy’s house and everyone came. It was great fun. Exhilarating. But yeah, that the topic will be brought up. And so starts all the sindir-sindiran. I started whishing that he ( Read more... ) -
so tired
I created a new blog at another venue but it wasn’t that user friendly, I think. So yeah I’m back to LJ. Hee~
This few days have not been good to me. Tears kept running down my cheeks like monkey business and I’m getting tired. I don’t want to be stubborn or whatsoever you accused me of being. But I need you to at least listen to what I have to say ( Read more... ) -
reflection. dwellings. rants..
as how my display pic is, life is full, too full perhaps of the past, black and whites that made up the present and shape up the future.
but as plain black and white it is, we always tend to return back to the past. and when we do, the pain came back. yes we should reflect on the past but dwelling on it? should we?
and what is reflection?? reflect ( Read more... ) -
one day.
Ramadan flies so fast this year. I guess it will get faster every year. Signs of qiyaamah is approaching. SubhanaAllah..~
Life is not that beautiful this month. I had to endure a lot of things to put myself in this game. I hurt somebody and I don’t like that. I want to change it but I know I don’t have the power to do so. Sesungguhnya, ajal dan ( Read more... ) -
A FUN NIGHTTTTTTT......
At school, the other night, there was a debate. I guess, my lecturer felt that she has nothing relevant to teach us thus decides to put us on opposite stands. Haha! Evil thoughts!!! Anyway, the debate was about Assessments: Should there be an assessments for preschoolers?”
Amongst 29 of us, 3 initially went to the other side of the room. Those who ( Read more... ) -
My Holiday Week.
This week was an okay week. The bf’s just got home from vacation and bought lots of goodies for me & family. Yummylicious goodies. And a beautiful dress he bought for me too.. :) and a rastafari coin purse, too.
This week, was a rushing week. It was supposed to be a holiday mood but because there were many things that are due, we got only 1 day to ( Read more... ) -
just me and you.
Despite whatever negativities people around me has been saying and giving about the way he treats me and all, I am the only one that understands why he did so. No, it is not a matter of he don’t love me enough nor does he seem to be void of respect for his tiny little miss. He has all that in him, hidden somewhere away from the people around him ( Read more... ) -
like finally.
I think now i finally understand what the hell has been going on.
And why has it turned out this way.
Gosh!!
Thank goodness, he decides to stay, afterall. Y
Hopefully, when you come back, things will be different, so much better. J