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Is what I ask for wrong...
Some time i look to the sky or just ponder in my mind when am i going to see certain people. Is it wrong for me to ask such things, even if the others have signifite others. Atleast seeing them, even if it a glimps, brings me such joy for a moments time. But there are time's when i ask feel its wrong of me to see them or even exchange friendly ( Read more... ) -
Why am I thinking so much!!!!!
Well I have no idea Why i'm thinking of a ex friend so much, just my friend on the other side is doing the same. But i know for her its was the sexual attraction that they guy she was hanging with was putting putting out the vibe. Also he had no idea what to do ti with anyways totally clueless on what to do with her when he had the ultimate chance ( Read more... ) -
Well I found out.....
Well i found out and the answer is no more friendship. Its deadatleast i know now and i did give it a try to talk to her but i already knew her responce. Now ill have a heavier heart to hold a sad feeling.Now i feel deprived of all good things in life. i think i should leave both my jobs and just runaway for a good while like i have done before.I ( Read more... ) -
That grey sky morning...
I heard this song so many time when it came out long ago, so far it best matches the feelings for the past year. What i said in the last post was also what i felt and i really have no one to talk it out to anymore. Difficult time as any other i have faced. and i know i may have did the wrong thing, for not waiting. For that i may have focked up ( Read more... ) -
Forever huh.....
Word that use to have a meaning along time ago. Word that doesn't mean jack shit in these times. Nothing is forever! Marriage, friendship, love, its all nothing but a fucking lie to make us feel secure in our hearts. Nothing is forever,eternal...everlasting, it ends some how ! Weather you fuck up or the other person fucks up. Someones to blame ( Read more... ) -
Long time, no type!
I'm away in a far off land called myspace xD, thats where i'm mostly at so i can talk to a few people i know that are no longer on LJ. Nothing much has been going on really gained a job, then lose the job >D Same ol Same ol. I still have this dull little life that is still bothering me.I wish to travel but without funds i can not go anywhere =/. ( Read more... ) -
Bored!!!
K i'm bored as fock and i have 3 days off what should i do for all that time o-0?!?! Well i should say 2 days one day is for a memorial for my mother with all the family i can gather up! *sighs*
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