For the past couple of weeks I think Everyone is impressed of what i can do there. Being praised is worth something is it not?!? Well Meet a few people who i used to work with at Chicken Express and i'm glad they are there other wise i wouldn't talk to anyone for atleast a month besides the manager. So i'm excited to be there for a good while!

Was hired over the weekend at Mcdonald's i'll be starting at 11 am 13 hours from now. K ind of glad I did get hired but I have always had myself at high standerds to never work there. Guess it can not be helped if you luck went down the gutter and letting you emotions getting the best of me. All i care about now is, no one pisses me off!!!

This one a hard choice to make on my part, but I had to shut down Myspace and place distance from veronica.God that girl just haunts me just thinking about her . I sent her a couple of messages with a picture just so  we could get together again to talk. but with no responce for over 4 days i assumed she didn't want nothing to do with me and gave ( Read more... )

Fock Myspace..........just fock it  *sighs*

To tell everyone of you the truth I am litteraly inches away from being thrown to the edge of a cliff. I am not happy with myself or with anyone around me. I do not posses any strength, just a push over with a over inflated body suit. Feels like i played the parthalf assed rather then the best oscar winning preformance!. I have so much weight on my ( Read more... )

Nothing more then a useless tool. Thats what I have become........just a tool.

i think you can do much better than me
after all the lies i made you believe
guilt kicks in and i start to see
the edge of the bed
where your nightgown used to be
i told myself i wouldn't miss you
but i remembered
what it feels like beside you
i really miss your hair in my face
and the way your innocence tastes
and i think you should know this
you ( Read more... )

Been awhile since i posted on here?!?!!?? Well i have been busy with college and work(on and off) for the past couple of months i had arguments with 2 bosses i previously worked with. So i said fock it I'll quit and go on vacation just to get the hell out of this town. So thats what i'm pretty much going to do. But nothing much has happened to me ( Read more... )

Spin

Why would I chase your shadow all my life
And be afraid of my own?
I’d rather be with you
I’d rather not know
Where I’ll be than
Be alone and convinced that I know

When the world keeps spinning round
My world’s upside down
You and I wouldn’t change a thing
I’ve got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
And I wouldn’t change a thing
No, ( Read more... )

So long i haven't posted anything since what happen to me in Aug. The only reason i haven't posted anything was the fact someone close to me has passed away. My mind was somewhere else for the last few months I wasn't all there. But pretty much thats about all i can say for now.......