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TYPICAL....
ok so here goes i like a few diffent guys right know and one of them i was talking to all day sunday and i heard from him on monday then nothing the next guy i have been talking to though e-mail and know another girl likes him and i dont know which way he will go cause he has dated her before next guy this guy i have knew for awhile he went to ( Read more... ) -
BUT WERE'S YOUR HEART, I KNOW THERE'S NOTHING I CAN SAY TO CHANGE THAT PART....
he has no clue what is going on he dont even know i exist anymore i am nothing more then a memory a memory that dont matter that was nothing more then us just being kids in puppy love he says there will never be another chance for us to get back together i dont know what the future holds but in his eyes it dont hold me he was my everything and i ( Read more... ) -
the tears cant stop running down it has turned into a waterfall thats surrounds me....
i have decied that the ghost of my past is haunting me and will always haunt me but i think im ok with it i mean i will never forget the ghost so i might as well live with it right i mean i cant stop thinking about him i have been thinking about him alot here lately no idea why but i am but i know i shouldnt but i cant help it ghost why do they ( Read more... ) -
the waves keep crashing into me and i can only last so long....
there is no thing as happily ever after except for in story books we all might as well accept it. we all cling to are dreams and hopes of the future but they only thing we know for sure is that whatever has a begining has an ending also that the one thing we can count on. why do we put ourseleves though all this pain and grief i mean yeah we all ( Read more... ) -
YOU ARE THE DREAMER AND WE ARE THE DREAM....
the dream that is and was has started to come crashing down but can i caught it in time before it hits the ground i hope i can that way i can repair it and build something that is better and stronger than what it was and is the ? is can something that you are already not even sure about be made better and can you build on to it make it more complex ( Read more... ) -
LOVEas though u never been HURT....
many times i have wonder if i could like anyone after a certain thing happen last summer i wonder if i could ever love someone again i wondered if i could ever get my heart put back together again i guess it is possible now im not saying im dating someone cause im not yet but there is someone i am intrested in so knock on wood hopefully he feels ( Read more... ) -
twinkle twinkle little star i wished upon u and u fail me ....
how come is it that when everything is going down the drain it isnt enough and more shit happens and u just feel like fading away cause u feel there is no rising up this time there is no future for u everybody is moving on but u everybody has a life but u ur just standing still being invisible watching everyone go on and change and ur just stuck ( Read more... ) -
FALLING AWAY....
i disappear into the dark far from u the one who protects the one i trust good bye forever i will remeber the one who caught me many times then let me go one time to many now there is no time to catch me no time to save or protect me u will never see me again just as u wished and wanted by:CHRISTINA FUQUA @10:00 pm 11/20/06 -
I LOVED U ALL ALONG....
falling farther and farther down this path of no return how can i return to this life i miss so much the life i had with u yes i will admit i am ready to move on to bigger and better things but a part of me still lingers with u and i hope u feel like that at least a little bit to i talked to,u tonight and your voice still makes me weak i hate it so ( Read more... )
