"Fireflies on the Water," installation with 150 lights, mirrors and water, by Yayoi Kusama


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i am tired. fuck papers. fuck you. im sorry. i love you. my eyes are all sloopy. fuck papers. have to wake up in 4 hours. no. fuck sleep. dont need you, bitch. kay going to bed now. dont know why im writting this. bye bye.

i think my hamster is dying...

so i have boobs. normally i only use them for good, like getting service quicker for me and my friends or what not. but lately ive been trying to put them toward good use getting me a job. except the people im trying to become employed by are either gay, heterosexual females, or just not interested in my brand of boobage. damn it i never thought id ( Read more... )

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man ive been so uninspired lately. next quarter im taking intro to painting and crashing printmaking, hopefully those will fuel my fire. i remember the good ol days of depression where i could just sit alone in my room and draw non-stop, basking in my misery. it is so much easier to create stuff when youre emo. that explains all the black turtle ( Read more... )

id like to say something dramatic.

like, "i dont know what i want anymore"

but ive said it so often its become mundane.

so...

"heads up mother fuckers i have a inflated sense of self worth and im not afraid to bore you!"

i need to sort my life out.

it is 11:16 and i am on my way to being drunk. i have class until 4 ish and then i am planning on becomeing shitfaced. this is not to drown away my sorrows, dont worry. im not going to become an alcoholic. and no this is not me running from my problems. this is me drinking. this is me drinking to reassure myself that emotions are temporary. that ( Read more... )

im sleepy. i think ill do 5 drawings a week. one everyday isnt fun, it feels like a chore.